dear lord,

[xtreblexclefx]

i have royally fucked up. at this very moment, i would just like to die.
itd be easier. no pain. things would be alright if i just died. ive got two things that are pretty amazing though.
my mom.
and travis. 
dont show him this post though. 
im afraid of him lying and leaving and all these other things that i dont want to happen
because i really do like

Comments

[aqua_ska]

posting things you don't want people on lj to read is a bad idea. I learned that the hard way.

[xtreblexclefx]

he doesnt have lj.
he doesnt have my lj.
nobody who knows him is actually going to tell him about this.
and i guess its not something he doesnt know anyway.