well actually its been  a pretty good few days. today is crap, bc i feel kind of like crap.
went to best buy. got my dad the mike burbiglia cd and bob and tom dvd. he likes that stuff.
travis came over last night with a rose in hand. he is the most wonderful boy in the world. 
we watched The League of Extraordinary Gentleman and then The Cider House ( Read more... )

i had a really good thanksgiving. i got the whole traditional family thanksgiving with the giant ass turkey with dressing homemade mashed potatoes and everything!!! it was wonderful, sure my parents werent there bc they went to lone star, but i was with my grandparents and my favorite aunt and cousin and it was wonderful.  i completely adored today ( Read more... )

this is a dorky post but....

yay!!!! he asked me out finally!! yay!!!!

i got my travis  :D

i <3 my trombone playing, sound system working, acting a fool, blonde haired, sweet, boyfriend.

i have royally fucked up. at this very moment, i would just like to die.
itd be easier. no pain. things would be alright if i just died. ive got two things that are pretty amazing though.
my mom.
and travis. 
dont show him this post though. 
im afraid of him lying and leaving and all these other things that i dont want to happen
because i really do like ( Read more... )

MAN tonight me and chris are driving home and Journey's Don't Stop Believing comes on!!!!  OH MAN! we start dancing and then just as we're almost home Billy Joel's  Piano Man comes on!!!! holy cow!!! so we have to sit in his driveway until it ends. and we just groove on good music for a while. oh man. it was awesome.

also, i played the chair game ( Read more... )

one week exactly to show, i am sick with possibly the flu. i have no voice. which means there is no singing for rehearsal for the music that i am a lead in.  it seems like everything is kind of sustaining. i really hope i get better soon. i cant be sick by monday. i just cant. i need my voice back. i can deal with having a fever on stage, i can ( Read more... )

cheerleading practice tonight...involves sitting on floor doing wrestling for about 45 minutes out of 2 hours. woo.
had to take out the earing for that....it closed up a little....no good. i repierced it though so its ok now. but it bled like hell and it hurt like hell and i almost passed out while i was repiercing it. i was scared that it wouldnt ( Read more... )

i was at school today, only leaving for quiznos, for 11 hours and 10 minutes ( Read more... )

buuh. buh buh buuh. buh buh

jump on it 
jump on it 
jump on it 
jump on it

last high school football game as student.
last band section gathering as student. 
last perkins after football as student.
last time ill use someone taller than me as a weather shield (thanks travis)\
last time getting hit, poked, smacked, caressed (yes caressed) with a woodwind instrument.
i might cry. tonight was wonderful though.
so thanks. you know ( Read more... )