let's tell a little story. it's about a kid who is sick of wasting his way through life working 40+ hours a week in a buffet restaurant with big dreams but no ambition to actally take the inititive to do anything to accomplish them. well one morning, just a regular morning, like any other morning that i'm sure you've all woken up to see, nothing ( Read more... )

it's time to start over. i'm sick of these scabs that would go away if i'd quit picking at them. i really need to talk to some people right now.

and if anyone that i consider a friend tells me that i wouldnt care if they died ever again, they better have some damn good reasons to back that up. because being drunk isn't going to cut it

its time's like this that you wish you couldn't hide behind your teeth and say the million plus things you wish you would of said ( Read more... )

strike a match. it smells like gasoline.

nothing beats meijer at 430 in the morning.

tuesday october 5, 2004 is my day off for this week. i need to do something inspiring.

enter basic physics. for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. say, i drop a dime. the dime hits the floor just as hard as the floor hits the dime. well then the same can be expected in all types of scenarios right? you know what.. i dont even know what i'm getting at here. this mallible human brain can't process the words ( Read more... )

we are a species that earlier in our timelines made up a series of noises for things like water, and fire. then as time went on we evolved into more elequant forms of communication, and started organising our systems for speech. the more beautiful words started to develop, words for intangible things and concepts. like emotions, glory, anger, ( Read more... )

well. i dont have mono. you can all rest easy... for now.

so i just bought eternal sunshine... and i really want to watch it.. but the presidential debates are on. oh man.

and if i have mono.. faces will be killed. until they are dead.

if today was everyday.. life would be good. this is to the greatest things that never happened.

so i'm signing a lease on a house tomorrow.

and we dont have furnature... so........... if you have any extra furnature that just sits in your basement and collects dust feel free to donate. that would be sweet.