do you really want me to let you in?

maybe tomorrow livejournal.

just so you know. i'm ready when you are. for real this time.

what it all boils down to is that i've made mistakes. we all have. all in on pocket duces. allowing a cheap flop when you have rockets and you let someone catch a set. it's all part of life. we just have to go on and keep playing after we do these things that at the time seem right but really don't make much sence in hindsight. just keep on ( Read more... )

like footsteps in the sand, those days will erase themselves. and my only hope is that you can erase them from your mind. because all the wind in a storm couldn't cause these scars and brandings i've put in my soul to fill up and be new again. all i taste is the blackness of my lungs. and all i feel is an uncertain pain, the greatest gift that ( Read more... )

is it just me or does everyone feel like they've won a tiny battle when they go outside in a hoodie and feel comfortable with the fact that their cheeks are getting a little cold. autumn is upon us. i love this time of year. changing colors.. changing weather.. changing scenery. sometimes change is the only thing that can keep us sane. this ( Read more... )

i hit a raccoon on the way home... and now i cant sleep.

i wrote a clever analogy about an ice cream cone. but instead of boring you with that i'll just cut to the bone.

like everything else in my life.. i just let you melt away. and i can't seem to let that go.

i hope you dont try really hard to think about whom or what i may be reffering too.

go on with your lives.

i love movie gallery. five movies for five bucks.. c'mon. you can't beat that. time to make friends with easy mac and my television.

after i get off work tomorrow i have nothing to do until sunday. who wants to go somewhere sweet? i mean. sweet places are pretty damn cool.

so ( Read more... )

i'm going back to automated breathing and circut boards.

i think it's just easier that way.

for all of us.