i have been everywhere but here.. i have to do some major writing.. but it ill bring up so much stuff from my past but it might be good ( Read more... )

Their are days i feel like everything is closing in.. i feel trapped.. like i can't move or speak but i should, but i choose not to. some days i want to give up. but i can't i refuse to.

take me away, show me what you see.. tell me what you feel. make me understand.. please

i promise i am good.. well i am better than 20 mins ago.. i am pushing everyone away.. i am sorry...

many times i feel so alone and weak..

i am trying to make the best of things.. i am trying hard to make the right steps... i just feel so trapped and far away from everyone...

trin

*Name* Trinity ( Read more... )

i wish i knew how i truely felt right now.. my mind is going insanely fast. my thoughts are all a big mess.. i haven't had time to clearly think as far what i should do.. what i should say.. or how i should feel about everything.. but i feel okay, but not totally okay i know that much ( Read more... )

a lot of days i wish would fade away...
i wish it was easy to say what i needed to say.
i wish i could help you understand, and see what i see..

trin

no matter what i could never turn my back on anyone.. even the ones who have hurt me so badly and backstabbed me... i am better than that.. i am too caring..

i need sleep

i have to get up in 7 hours

i will write more later

trin

its been so long... so much has happened.. so much to live for.. my grandfather is doing real good. my cousin is home from alaska right now. paying off bills... got a lot going on.. talked to a friend last night and told him so much about my past.. it felt good to get it out.. made me realize i am not the same person. i am not all about drugs, ( Read more... )