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i never thought i would say this, but i miss high school.

not really high school, just the idea of high school. a time where you could sleep through classes and get a's. a time when we video taped our findings after a hurricane. when sneaking out at night was a big deal. when complicated meant you were just kissing someone who wasn't your boyfriend ( Read more... )

 yeah...life's not perfect. i get it. i say we fuck all the "hurtles" and instead of trying to jump over all of them one at a time in a long repetitive cycle, we just kick them all over and have a beer.

soo...it's been a while. sorry.

crazy semester...as always. straight a's possibly, so that's a plus. new internship with disney, very VERY exciting.

being in love like whoa. sometimes it's hard, i'm difficult, and so is he. but we always get over it, and i always want him more in the end. i feel like i have a never ending smile and no matter what ( Read more... )

please give me a job. one that pays decently. i'll be your best friend if you do...seriously ( Read more... )

i had a dream the other night.

we were friends, and it was nice.

and where has he gone? he's so distant sometimes, it's like another person.

i love being home most of the time. i couldn't wait to get here. it's just SO different and weird this time.

i can't believe i won't be coming back here next time. 

this is the craziest week ever. and i know everyone at ucf feels me. seriously though, 2 presentations, 2 powerpoints, 1 film, 2 4-page papers, 1 exam, breakfast with alpha xi holiday party (my event), basketball game, rock the wreath, ciara (josh's event), conference championship football game (helllll yeah!), the actual breakfast (also my event ( Read more... )

I can't wait for thanksgiving ( Read more... )

this weekend has been somewhat of a turn around.

something good happened =)

something really horrible happened too, but it is what it is. fate will choose it's course and everything will be alright.

i've never wanted to drink hot apple cider and watch disney movies so bad in my life. i want summers that never end and enough sal's pizza to last me a ( Read more... )