ive always had that sence of mystery to me. like... you can only get a taste of me. after that its impossible to book an apointment with me, impossible to get me outta the house and out on the streets with you. it might be because im scared of things scared of advancement in a relationship. and i take it way to slow. i always find a way to screw ( Read more... )

have you ever had thoes nights where you wish you could go back and remember everything that happened in your life? all the mistakes you made, just so you had comfort that you were actually there and things actually happened? i get it every so often and it just seems lyk life has been... im not even sure how to describe it. i mean, i want to run ( Read more... )

Latly i've been trying to be someone im not. trying to impress or purposly screw up for the attention. that was untill i realized its time to grow up and stop acting like a little kid. stop talking shit about myself and other people. stop trying to ''be cool'' its like bad music got the best of me. like i listened to the words that constantly told ( Read more... )

happy birthday to meeee

heyy there live journal readers. so ive been thinking ((i dont even remember the last time i posted this sooo here goes everything)) school started on the 5. yey how fun. the first couple days were totaly boring but what else is new. other than that things have been running quite smoothly thank goodness. i dont see everyone i want to see but i ( Read more... )

let thy flesh meet thy skin ( Read more... )

Well today was quit interesting... i actually spilled my feelings to my dad, told my mom it cud be worse, and didnt yell at my brother... my mom is over reacting b/c she thinx her whole life is just a big waste. i understand that things can be tight and everyone has bad days... but she keeps constantly going on how bad her life is. i told her ( Read more... )

alright so heres the update i promised. im not gunna lie things are deff. fucked up. all this he sed she sed bull shit is starting to really get to me. god why cant trooper just be MINE. no everyones gotta talk bad about the rescue and blah blah blah. all u can kiss my white ass. just give me my damn horse and let me be. anyways... he got taken ( Read more... )

wad up? um nothing here, sore aching and tired. you know the usual. i worked nine hour days for the past three days, and never kept book on it =x. sorry deb! lol. so i havnt updated in a while but i promise that ill start doing this on a more regular basis. anyways so about two weeks ago we moved our horses. eek right? 7 horses... geez plus all ( Read more... )

Pindar once said "Hatred does not cease by hatred at any time: hatred ceasess by love." According to the tragedy Romeo and Juliet by William Shakespeare this is vey true. The statement Pinfar made means that the only way to eliminate hate is by loving. There are several reasons why I agree with this quote according to the story of Romeo and Juliet ( Read more... )