is this about fixing me? am i broken ( Read more... )

Name three things I know for sure:
I have major committing issues.

Lately I have found myself reading a lot about being zen and self improvement. I think this is my spirits way of telling me that i need to take a little me time. in the past i have been so consumed in everyone else's life that i have forgotten to do what makes me truly happy. with the past summer here and gone, i've learned a whole lot about making ( Read more... )

have you ever noticed that those who you want to pursue you don't and those who you don't want to, do? it boils down to how you come off as an individual, or lack there off, to all around you. while reading "why men love bitches" by sherry argov, I've noticed a couple different things ( Read more... )

The world has become such a complicated place among all the things we've done to make life simpler. I say this because over the last two years i have developed relationships with three different people. three different people that i have gotten to know so well, they say i know them better then their families, best friends, and even their for some, ( Read more... )

after reviewing the last couple entries, there is a lot to update.

Starting tomorrow.

Operation Happiness has been under way for approximately 1 year. I'd say I've made a lot of progress.

xoxox,

you know who

It's been quite a while but i think its time for me to vent a little ( Read more... )

today i caught myself in a mix of emotion sitting there questioning life. with all this talk of what do we know and how do we know it i realized i was standing there encouraging someone to do something that even i didnt believe in.

So here I am. Sitting on the couch in the main building waiting for class to begin. But then i start to wonder why my life sucks. Maybe because my family is becoming a "non-family" and because family means so much to me... this bothers me. To top it off, im sick. like a dog. Fcuk my family, fcuk my life. I want out. maybe i will move to florida ( Read more... )

WHO saves the people that are always saving us? This idea is stemming from an on going problem I am trying to investigate. A young man I know and love is always busy trying to save everyone else. Always saving the old lady that the garage fell on or the old man who fell down went boom. Always trying to save the show, rigging fixtures to make things ( Read more... )