Are we getting closer or are we just getting more lost? How to approach? I have one chance. Do it right. After a day that provokes thought I can go in or out. Where am I going? I can only choose one. After the first, everything else is false ( Read more... )

It was the words. They crawled through my head and played with my mind. Even seeing them, I knew they weren't really there. Words inside words inside words. Too deep. Too far. The connection wasn't real and vanished upon waking leaving a disturbing memory. It's going to stay for a long time to come. Brush it aside, pretend it didn't happen ( Read more... )

Stepping outside a moment ago was clearly a mistake. I feel ill again. My stomache's upset but not badly enough to make me actually puke. It seems to have been floating there for the last month. I was beginning to think that I'd gotten over it too. This is bound to be a sleep thing. You should be sleeping my love. Tell me what you're ( Read more... )

The game was a solid good time. Preds whooped up on Tampa with a final score of 52 to 13. Or something close to that. After the game we went out to one of the Orlando clubs cause it was free and I once again discovered how out of place I feel at those damn things. I actually felt more comfortable at the strip club. As PJ pointed out, "Atleast ( Read more... )

War on I-4 today. Predators vs. Storm. I'll be there. We'll be having a tailgate party before the game too. Fun times! Finally, I'll get to be one of those drunk idiots at the game. And I won't have to pay $5 per beer.

~~~~~349 Have You Ever Questions~~~~~~~Have You Ever...Made up your own theory about the existance of God?:Yes Stopped believing in God?:No Participated in a protest of any kind?:No Gone to summer camp?:Yes Betrayed a friend?:Yes Made a perverted snowman?:Yes Run around in your bathing suit during winter?:*Florida Gone outside in your bathing suit ( Read more... )

You know, if you hadn't pointed out to me that I lost my prime, I'd have never noticed it. Not gonna happen again for another 5 years. On the bright side, you did show me what a true friend you are!

Casper52783: :-( if i knew some loose women without crabs, i would totally hook you up
GawdoftheMind: Awww.....
GawdoftheMind: <3!

I love ya, Jenna

GawdoftheMind: You really should hear about my zombie dream ( Read more... )

Fuck you. Here's some anger directed right at you. I don't care who you are. Alcohol made everything so much better. I'd rather be angry than depressed.

I'm 24 today. Huzzah! And the only person who actually wants to do anything with me is the one person I'd rather not do anything with. I could drive out to Orlando to hang out with Pappy, but that's an hour long drive and pretty much nothing would happen unless I decided to get drunk and pass out on his couch. Energy's just plain sapped right ( Read more... )