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long time...
wow...it's been so long since i wrote anything in here...it's my ranting space and i guess i've been sorta happier lately...or maybe not ( Read more... ) -
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i've decided.
i'm never going to fall in love with anyone.
because i'm always the one who's hurt in the end(:
therefore, everyone out there are my platonic friends!
congrats to me for finally making it this far, in terms of thinking. -
your flaw.
took me quite a long time to catch it. but i finally did. sad to say i had to notice it when i wanted to have a good impression of you ( Read more... ) -
colbie. darling. goodbye.
i just realised that as one grows older, farewells get more difficult.
i just realised today that farewells have always been difficult for me.
i had to witness a sad one today - between colbie and my brother.
colbie is actually a female cat that my brother picked up from the area near his school yesterday. he also named her and gave her shelter for ( Read more... ) -
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what if you were made to choose between your daughter and your mother...who would you choose ( Read more... ) -
pent up...
i desperately need to dance to let off all the steam within.
i need hip hop lessons!!!
when will sept 16th come??!!
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signs.
when will you be honest ( Read more... ) -
friendship
i just realised, one can't know about everything about another. especially between friends. or maybe it's just me and my friends ( Read more... ) -
issues
i realise...when you grow older, you start thinking. thinking about lots of things. and for me, i am a natural pessimist since young as i've seen too much of life, at least to me. these depressing thoughts aare dreadful. they are driving me nuts. driving me to suicide ( Read more... ) -
suicide
have you ever thought of suicide?
is it normal to think of dying now?
what's the easiest way of dying?
that's all that's going on in my head right now.
dying.
i'm sick of all this mess in my life. it's so blurred, i can't see the exit. i can't see a future.
crying.
it's madness. it's painful. it's ripping me apart.
i want to end it all.
but yet i can't, i ( Read more... )