For those who still use this, im over here now =p.

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There's alot of stuff on my mind but I can't wait to dish it out and say what is on it cause I don't have the time for it but I will soon.

I assemble myself and wonder about my thoughts and sometimes wonder if im really happy. I think its been awhile where I feel like I am but I really am not. Sometimes I may be having a good time and feeling well but I think inside im not really happy....im just content. So then I think to myself....what is it that is in me that makes question as to ( Read more... )

I haven't really chose to update because of a few factors. One, it seems like usually everytime I come up on here, im depressed or something unfortunate happened recently or I just think alot. That I don't mind at all but.....I would also like it to be a place where there are thoughts beside negative ones. Lets see...I did good on both my tests and ( Read more... )

haha, im still alive, I just don't have a computer right now but im getting mine hooked up tomorrow so yeah. School started and that's about it and a whole buncha other crap but well get into that some other time. K take care now.

I was thinking about alot of things. I sometimes bottle up alot of things in my head and then get confused on what I was orginally thinking about which I think is going on now ( Read more... )

As I see the time go by, I am afraid to tell you how I feel. I'm always afraid of rejection cause I have experienced it way to much and I just can't take it anymore. I don't wanna be the comfort guy, I wanna be the one. I didn't wanna say it until your ok with your current situation but after yesterday, it's driving me real crazy. I thought, I ( Read more... )

So this was the most random dream I have had. I was sleeping and me and Mariah Carey were talking about something and then all of a sudden, there was spiders everywhere. You know the big huge goliath plate sized ones everywhere. Oh man that was so scary lol, spiders everywhere and they kep appearing. I woke up all scared and hoping I didnt keep my ( Read more... )

Oh man, another time I update and so much crap has happened. To sum some of the older things that's happened ( Read more... )

I'm sick, stressed, and need to get better.

An update when I feel better.

till then...later gator.