so i know i haven't been updating as much. i've been away and shit so don't mind me. so just read the other stuff if you want.

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didnt end up going to bed last night till like 430.
woke up at 11.
went to quiznos.
went to that gay appointment for like 4 hours.
came home.
got ice cream and hide and seek the movie.
watched my shows, and now im gonna go watch the movie.
going back tomorow for another appointment.
then it's going to be a fun day.
yay.
:)

so it's friday. im still awake, not tired yet which isn't good cause tomorow i have some appointment that i have to get up for ( Read more... )

just to keep everything straight.... these are the many sites i have. (aside from my myspace ( Read more... )

... and you don't even know it.

i think about you before i go to sleep. and when i wake up. but it's like every one will always have someone they are in love with... who they'll never have. and i'll always be there for you, even if it's not how i wish we could be. somehow, that's just how i feel like being. and only for you.

Would you be ( Read more... )

so i went out tonight to the tokoyo steak house.... for my birthday. the guy who cooked our food was kick ass. i wanted his belt. anyways... he did this thing where he bent a spoon by just looking at it. i was all WHATTHEFUCK!? yeah. it was cool ( Read more... )

my birthday is in a couple of days.
and....
im going up to wheres beach...lake winapasokie (sp??) for a week.
but that's about my whole summer.
and it makes me mad... pretty mad.
so yeah.
im still thinking about things.
and i dont like thinking.
so yeah im not glad i wrote this.
so don't enjoy it.

woke up at around noon. that pissed me off.
arianna called.
angela called.
hung out with angela, amanda, and her cousin at the school for a while.
went home.
went to the hostpital.
got needles poked in me.
came home.
hung out with arianne.
watched movies.
walked home at 11.
in the rain.
thats all.
i was sad today.

so last summer i didnt do to good, i always get that way during the summer. and it's been like that since i was in fourth grade. and i was hoping this summer would be different... and so far it has been. but today... it started again. so im just hoping ...

friday hung out with steven from about 7 am till sometime in the afternoon... yeah we went ( Read more... )

do you remember the last time you smiled at me? cause i do.

♥ ♥ ♥

( tell me you remember. )