ITS TODAY ITS TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh my gah!  we graduate in 4 days. I cant wait!

High school's almost over. Forever. Scared? Just a little.

But I am ready to face new things. Ready to start life. Because I mean get real. Everything has been done for us up until now.
I have realized that it's my life and I have to make me happy. I have realized that I dont have to have a boyfriend ( ( Read more... )

by surrounding myself with people who really care about me, and not talking to those who don't, I have realized that I am not alone and things have gotten a lot easier.

this last week has been hell for me. I never realized how empty I would be without him. I feel so helpless because all I can do right now is be his friend. I just wish things were the way they used to be.

Look... I am sick and tired of people telling me to smile. They act as if I am retarded for being upset. I dated him for two years, and I love him.  (regardless of what you may think) How do you think it feels to date someone for that long and give them your heart and then when you break up, they show no signs of remorse. They simply move on before ( Read more... )

Prom is tomorrow.
I am so glad.
I cant wait to see everyone in their dresses.
and all the cute little "men for a night" in their tuxes.
last year prom itself was lame.
but not this year!
this year we are going to have so much fun.
its our senoir prom.
i just hope that everything goies as planned.
yall are going to look so pretty!
I can't wait.
i just really ( Read more... )

...and I realized that I am scared.
scared of changes that will be occuring.
i realized how long four years actually is.
i realized how scared I am to lose david michael.
i realized how much i love him.
how much i need him.
lately things have been creeping into my mind,
and those thoughts are the very ones,
that are blocking the things that i really want.
i ( Read more... )

i feel trapped inside a giant snow globe ( Read more... )

today was droggy and drippy and blah. dm had the regional swimmeet so i havent gotten to see him yet.

i went to danville today with 2 goals in mind. one: to get my fabric for Glinda, and two: to get a new pair of flip flops. well i went round and round in the mall, and had it narrowed down to 2 pair in american eagle and after about 20 minutes, ( Read more... )

today has been great. the day started off rocky when me and my mom set out to go prom shopping. we went to patina and couldnt find anything so we headed to the next bridal store in roanoke. i found the BEST dress ever! its so pretty. its a white satin, floor length dress, but i dont want to give away details. i am SO excited.

also. my mom called ( Read more... )