my heart is learning

[xurhearthope2dy]

i dont know what to do. there is so much going on in my heart right now. its being pulled in so many directions. its happy then its not. its scared and crushed. i dont know what it wants anymore. maybe my feelings are changing. maybe i am just assuming things are falling apart. i really wish that i new what i needed.

Comments

[caromarie]

Catherine...I really wish I had something wonderful to tell you, but I have learned the hard way that things that deal with the heart don't have any easy answers. I don't know what's wrong, but I know that you will do what's best for you. Just keep on doing what you're doing, because you seem to be doing fine to me. <3 We all love you.

[onebenihana]

Need someone to talk to about it?

[anonymous]

I'm still reiterating the fact that hearts are tricky little devils...but ironically, I'm a firm believer in the whole "follow your heart and it will not lead you astray" idea as corny as that sounds...and I think that sometimes matters of the heart seem tricky because we are too afraid to listen even when our hearts are crying out for attention because we are scared...especially when what our hearts tell us isn't what we want to hear. More often than not, your heart and your head are going to tell you two tee-totally different things...and it's hard. I know it's hard...but love isn't a game of logic, it's a game of chances. I'm always here for you if you need to talk. ♥

[sara_jo]

that message was from me...(sara)...i just forgot to sign in :)

[xurhearthope2dy]

thanks you guys. i really want to talk to someone. just not yet i want to sort things out in my head before i blurt them out to the world :(

[caromarie]

I'm always here...listening is one thing I'm actually good at. <3