tonight could not have been more perfect. it was the ultimate closure. time heals all wounds and i'm so ready. i just love all my girls, you all pick up my pieces in the most crucial of times. you guys are my strength, and i just love each one of you for your individuality and greatness. all i need are you to make me the most in touch, happy, and ( Read more... )

i leave for london in about a week. i know it is exactly what i need. i feel more liberated than ever, and leaving this place will be the test, i suppose. my mind just wanders all the time, i have given up dwelling on the past, and what makes the decision so final in my mind is knowing i have done nothing wrong. now, the strength i feel is almost ( Read more... )

etalia, alex, hil, and logan, a little deeeebs, cake, all your smokes, and the best conversations i have had in a very long time make the perfect day ( Read more... )

"It is the confession, not the priest, that gives us absolution."

i would give anything to hear that car pulling up my driveway, for the phone to ring, for anything that related to you.

Everything is perfect. I am in love. I am "head over heels, can't eat can't sleep"- Julia language. I have amazing friends. My parents are back together. Michele wrote a corny e-mail last night that I loved. Abby has advised me to get out of the valley... maybe she's right.

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this is amazing.... seriously try it ;)

theres a boy's soccer game tonight, calabasas and agoura... very intense you should go.... agoura at 6
come!!!!

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I dont ever remember being this happy. He's perfect and he's always been there. I guess I just needed a slap in the face to see it. Our night was a movie, which I told everyone and their mother about. So JUST when everything falls into place, he leaves for the weekend. So now, I get to deal with all these new feelings and emotions alone. Everything ( Read more... )