Jared and I are back a square one. I don't know. We are two confusing people. I love him..but i've been thinking on what way do i love him..and i love him in a friends way. I couldn't spend the rest of my life with him, we are two completely different people. Like we always have been, just really different now. I want him around forever and always ( Read more... )

I've been feeling cold and empty here lately. It's like there is no happiness left for me. Like i can't go on. But i hate feeling that way. The only comfort i have is my bed. It protects me and makes me feel warm. Soon this all shall change. The Fall is here!!!! Finally i've been waiting for it since it left. I love it so much. Tonight i think i ( Read more... )

My skin is so soft ( Read more... )

Well it's been a few days since i've updated and a lot of shit has happen since then. First of all..umm..i think it was Thursday..i fell and busted my ass(NO FUCKING LIE)on my fire escape. It was raining and i was walking down it with Chris and yeah my feet just slid out from under me and hit the last 3 steps. Like it literally cut my ass crack. ( Read more... )

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Today has been so boring like really. I got a decent night's of rest starting about 4:30 this morning, that's when Lindsay finally scooted over and made room for me. I slept until 7.i was wide awake but i still needed some sleep..so Dustin and Marie got up and left to go to class..so it was just me and lindsay. Then about 9 something..Marie came ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking pissed..i just got in from bowling green, to only find 3 people in my bed asleep. My roomate, her friend Lindsay that is always over here, and Dustin. Damnit they have their own fucking room. I'm tired as hell..Zach is already in bed and my stomach is hurting. I hope i start my period soon. just for comfort. haha. that sounds bad but ( Read more... )

Hmm..i have a toothache and i miss Zach. He left to go home this weekend which sucks but hopefully he will come home earlier than his cousin so we can have some alone time. I really like Zach a lot and i do mean this..there is something about him that just makes me want him even more..i mean he's very very sexy but i'm overlooking that because his ( Read more... )

This has been one hell of a time. Wed. Me,Zack, Byron, and Marie went on a run..well Zack and I ran half then walked and talked the rest of the way. I really Zack a lot. Everyone says he reminds them of the Smallville guy Clark. He is beautiful. Anyways..the next day Zack was in the library..and started talking to me, brooke and i went an ate at ( Read more... )

well..ashley is sad. i don't feel good and i haven't since i think sunday. i've been taking long walks alone at night. i don't feel scared either. i've come to realize there are a lot of whores and gay action going on here at the LWC. oh what fun ( Read more... )