i'm changing my livejournal. my new user name is breathinxmurder so umm..yeah if you want you can add me or not. peace out and goodbye forever xurxthex1x4xme.

The grey ceiling on the earth ( Read more... )

Well i did get what i deserved. I told Jared to flat out tell me that he didn't care about me and you know what? That is exactly what he fucking did. Good Boy! I think guys should stop lying, all of them. I've cried and i can't fucking sleep. How would you feel that if someone you love so much, tells you that they have no more feelings for you. Not ( Read more... )

I wanted to know, I love the way you laugh ( Read more... )

Today has been a great/bad day. I got up today went ate lunch and bitched out Fibbe and Farmer for things they have done...which it pretty funny! I love them two! Anyways..i came back to the room and chilled out, cleaned the room, and took a shower. Jared called and left a msg for me to call him asap. so yeah i knew what he was going to say,but i ( Read more... )

Well tonight has been a very interesting one. about 4 this morning..i had to go pee, so i did and one of the toilets was full of shit and paper, so i thought i would do a good deed and flush it..well a few mins later i hear water running, so i look down and the toilet was fucking flooding dude. it was 4 in the morning so i couldn't wake anyone up ( Read more... )

I don't like my journal. people are mean that's all i have to say. i like this guy..i've liked him for some time now but if i went for it, it would make two of my friends mad. But the thing is i really do like him a lot. we have so much in common and i don't know it's hard to explain. He came and seen me tonight. I was extremely excited. We didn't ( Read more... )

Well it's time to leave home for a week! a whole week! i don't want to. I'm happy where i am. Fall Break i've so needed this. Anyways..Jared came over last night and hung out with me. It's nice to just cuddle. I really like it. I always need someone to just hold me. John called me. I like him. He's like i dunno, he feels like my soulmate or ( Read more... )

Interesting weekend i'd have to say ( Read more... )

Chris and I went on our lil trip to Green River Dam today. It was so much fun. It was just us two. I love Chris-he's like a brother to me- We went to the park, and went on a trail that led to the overlook of the lake. It was nice. I was scared because it was just rocks, and water. I'm terrified of water. But Chris was always by my side if i got ( Read more... )