Maybe I expect too much from people.
Or maybe I'm just comparing. I really should stop that. FUUU.

some things just don't change.
I really wish that part of me would change.
but it just wouldn't.

I wonder if love can truly grow out of nothing? Can I grow to love someone who I never even thought about liking in the first place? The only guy I've ever truly loved - I was madly infatuated with him from the start.. crush grew to like and like grew to love. A love that took me off my feet from day one but left me stranded in the end. Like a lost ( Read more... )

MUSIC&! JORDIN SPARKS: WORTH THE WAIT.

If I fall
If I break
If I lose myself in someone
If I give all I am it'll be with you
When I'm ready to take
All that you want me to give
Worth the wait
It will be worth the wait.

I feel even more confused now. Your hands felt so perfect intertwined with mine. Did you know how good it felt to be so close ( Read more... )

I hate it when people guilt-trip me. Especially someone close to me =\ I feel so bad right now for not going to his bidnight. He called saying that I was the only one he wanted to see there... oh gosh. Freaking drunk ass -_-. Sigh. but I HAD to come home for the weekend. Family > Greek life.

It's one of those day when you see someone you used to like.. and after seeing him smile at you.. your heart flutters at that sight. Like old ones. FUUUU.

As the plane slowly departed from Honolulu, I frowned at my roommmates.. because it was an end to our vacation, our getaway. These past two weeks had been a crazy ride, amazing beyond belief. It wasn't easy living with your close friends, but we survived [somehow]. I had so fun in Hawaii, regardless of how many times we got lost or how I pmsed ( Read more... )

I've spent the last 3-4 days reading the Twilight series. I've never been so obsessed or addicted to reading as I've been these past few days! If only I can focus on readings for school with even half the compassion and will. I guess once I find the subjects I'll be taking in school more interesting... then maybe I'll change my habits ( Read more... )

Summer is slowly fading into Fall.. each day is a reminder that I should start saving up for getting a little sis. I'm excited and nervous at the same time. I've always wanted a real little sis! but this is going to be a different experience.. hmm ( Read more... )

I haven't seen you in days...
It's so strange...
but I miss you.

I kind of don't want to.

I keep wanting to see you.
Argh. I'm so irritated with myself right now.
Why do you always appear when I least expected you to?
You need to stop. I need to stop....