I love you.
I hate you.
I miss you.
I think you should never speak to me again.

you are over it.
I'll never forgive you. Or you.

what the fuck is going on with everyone?

I started looking or apartments in Birmingham online today...let me tell you...it's already a pain in my ass.

A guy that I only slightly recognize was standing on top of a huge building. (I don't know who he actually is. But in my dream I did) I overheard someone close to me say, "what's taking him so long?" Then the guy jumped. He didn't know he had a cord attached to him. I scream, "oh God, no!" But I see everything he sees...I see, through his eyes, the ( Read more... )

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The interview went well. Basically all I need to do is get an apartment...That's the hard part. I've got to find something cheap. I really don't care what it looks like as long as I don't get killed every time I walk out of my door. Or hurt. So yeah, a cheap apartment in an ok neighborhood ( Read more... )

I have my Birmingham interview tomorrow at 3:00

I cannot wait. I really hope I get this job and that I'll be able to afford an apartment there. I hope this is what I've been waiting for.

Is it possible that my life is actually starting to go right?

Wish me luck.

I've been trying everything to think of something else...
everytime I think about it my hearts beats hard. It's starting to hurt my chest.

someone distract me for a little while.

still waiting on the Birmingham news.

All the way home I longed for a car crash. Today has been hard.

I'm reading a wonderful book that excites and depresses me at the same time. I'm loving every page. Thank you Krissy for letting me borrow it.

I'm tired and want to leave again. This town is nothing.

I heard Chris quit ETID...I hope he didn't. My heart is crushed...


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