so many years believing, belief turned to hope, hope changed to doubt. that became bitterness which to this day, turns me inside out. those words that took but seconds to say, forever more and since that day, they will replay.

im not happy and im terrified i never will be.

oh. my. fucking. god. beans somehow got a hold of morrissey's sleeve (that i keep on my highest shelf) AND TOOK IT INTO THE BACKYARD AND STARTED CHEWING IT UP. im moving out before i kill that motherfucking piece of shit. i have NO clue how he gets a hold of these things. nobody has any idea of how much i fucking despise him. nobody.

( very bored )

download something useful or useless because im lying here wide to receive almost anything youd care to give ( Read more... )

( tattoooooooo )

The night before last, beans stuck his big fucking head in one of the shelves under my bed and got out my pepper spray, somehow unlocked it and sprayed it ALL over my room while i was gone. good thing i stayed at becca's last night or else i would be SO fucked right now. my family didn't know what it was or where it was coming from. it just smelled ( Read more... )

im getting tattooed on friday. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
this will be on my arm forever

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has consisted of a lot of this ( Read more... )

xnaysayerx (04:34:27 pm): im just gonna start dating cats
beccaxtwitch (04:34:33 pm): Gross
beccaxtwitch (04:34:40 pm): Haha