i just noticed that there's a bunch of people who still have xvictoriax (this journal) on their friends list. I don't use this one anymore so I figured I'd post one last time to urge people to add my new livejournal to their friends list:
shes_all_alone
go change it now.
xoxo
vicki

changed my livejournal name:
shes_all_alone

people have no respect...
people are starting shit...
i'm just gonna keep my mouth a little more closed from now on....
edit ur friends and put my new name there...
please

wish i didnt have work today ( Read more... )

and the song played on... and my heart was bouncing. and it was lovely. i just wish i could push replay. i just wish i knew it wouldnt end when the song did. i just wish something more was there.

my family hates me. i need somewhere to go.

i dont fucking want to be alone anymore. i can only say that so many times.

so upset.
crying for hours.
would rather not exist right now.
wish this world would just end.

just woke up- to beautiful and lovely IMs and voicemail messages... all happy birthday and what not.
i love everyone today.
hopefully.

shoppping with my brother this morning.... then off to do something fun, then to the show tonight....

yay*

i miss drew.

it's my birthday... WHEEEEEEEEEE!
moving on...
i got a new book today. i'm very excited about it.
went out to stir crazy... got the vegetarian meal. it was real good. i want to keep ray in my pocket.
got a new hives cd and sebadoh cd today. yay...
noelle is great. i miss her dearly.
fun stuff tomorrow...

today:
babysitting 8:45-1 = tiring walking around nyack all morning
photography class = 3-5:40
hot topic = 6-close....
sigh

things are looking up again...

so yes, i got my wings finished today. ouch. so very painful...
but they're done, and i love every inch of them.....
this is the only picture i could get up here now.. and it doesnt do them justice... but more will come.


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