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Last night...
was one of the best nights I've had in a while. No, none of my hopes and wishes and dreams came true, but for the first time in a very long while, I was perfectly content with where I was in life.
And being content is better than being unhappy.

I wish I knew what I wanted.
So then I could have a goal to work towards.
Or something.

EDIT:
So, I'm tired of being crpytic.

WHY DO BOYS HATE ME?
Am I really ugly? Really really weird? Astronomically stupid? Unfathomably undesirable? WHAT THE FUCK.

A week-long headache is not normal ( Read more... )

So I chopped off my mohawk and got a pixie cut and bleached it all uber bleach blonde. Yeah, I'm cool. It just needs to grow out a bit more ( Read more... )

I danced when we got power back this morning. I sang. I rejoiced. I opened and closed the fridge a million times. I turned the stove on and off. I straightened my hair. I went on myspace. I watched VH1. I ate hot bagels and cold chocolate soy milk ( Read more... )

( CRUNK )

when you're talking to someone, does it ever feel like you're just talking to a body?
dont you wish that people would talk more? and not be so shy?
i wish people cared about people.
including myself.
i guess im just a bitch.

Describe me in 3 words and I'll do the same for you.

and i got really, really bored one day...

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i love it when things start looking up.
i love all these good little things.

note to mother: DIE ( Read more... )