ghggg

okay, so here I go....

The more I watch TV, hear the radio, and listen to the media lately, all I see in the music world is all this crappy talentless rap,  pop singers that com and go...and the worst, the one that really sets me off, is the " ROCK" or "METAL" or even dare call it " HARDCORE?" HArdcore died in the early 90's. ROck is dead, that ( Read more... )

I'm your lover, I'm your Zero

missed me everyone ?

I just got back from Jew Camp....I had a pretty good time, but I left midway through....I just wasnt having that much fun. honestly...I missed Ali alot too, and my music, and my friends. I kidna regret leaving...but at the same time I am glad I left. the first few days back have been tuff, ( Read more... )

Baby's black balloon makes her fly
I almost fell into that hole in your life
And you're not thinking about tomorrow
'Cause you were the same as me
But on your knees

A thousand other boys could never reach you
How could I have been the one
I saw the world spin beneath you
And scatter like ice from the spoon
That was your womb

Comin' down the world turned ( Read more... )

so hey what's up?

I found out i have a clynical disease: BDD ( Body disfunctional disorder.) which I guess means I am always gonna rthink I'm ugly no matter what, it is a form of  Anxiety too, which explains my anxiety attacks...Rebecca did the research and found it out for me. it isnt that much of a suprise to me. I mean I've always been ugly ( Read more... )

so yeah I've been a lazy asshole and havent updated inforever:

I went over ot Grady's and hung out with him and spencer. then sunday we hung out with Ali, it was pretty awsome. we  went to the beach, it was fun ( I think) I was wicked crashing that day though. but besides that i've just been aorund my house, doing nothing....I hung out with samer ( Read more... )

The Time is 40 40

going up to grady's Saterday. I'm really excited. should be a fun ( or "interesting") summer.

later

I've given up on you

so here is alittle something I've typed for you:

who really knows, I dont care.

we lose our compashion in the end

with everlittle twist of the knife, you break my heart

so song long, and good bye for now

return to me when you know how,

when you learn how to live, teach me also

feed me lies, all too hard to swallow

blow ( Read more... )

Have you ever...

Fallen for your best friend?:  yeah
Made out w/ JUST a friend?:  uhuh
Been rejected?:.....nope
Been in love?: yeah...
Been in lust?: deffinatly
Used someone?: ....I donr think so exacly
Been used?: all the time
Cheated on someone?:  once
Been cheated on?:  yeah, kinda
Been kissed?:  too many times, by people I wasnt even dating
Done ( Read more... )

so here I am again?

hope you all are doing well. I'm doing just great.

Been cracking away at my vocals, guitar....it's all going good really. I need more shit to practice on guitar though, I guess I'm just impatient right? Anyway I've been feeling really restless, like I need to get outta here. I want to go to Ipswitch and stay with Grady, see ( Read more... )