Ummm lol well been crazy Jeremy moved in. lol i left him for a good week and never told him where i went. I made out with Adam... Brit wasn't too happy about that! Well had fun on Wednesday went to cat walk... seen a hottie that i would love to do! Went to see strippers was fucking awesome! lol great great fun. I kissed Tilley! So proud I am the ( Read more... )

What would you pick? To be loved? To know for sure that this person loves you so dearly. Always will... Or to dare lose that and take a chance to find someone you love who loves you back? Well My boyfriend Jeremy is so fucking awesome. We have the best relationship ever. Totally open and we don't hide anything. But he said he loved me... like ( Read more... )

Well today is my day off and i slept until 2 pm... w00t go me! I was up late talking with Myles on the phone. LOL funny anytime he tried to hang up he couldn't LOL so cute! Well then i sent a quick email to my bf to see if he going to do this weekend to see if he wants to go check out a movie together! but yeah Jason from Out Of Your Mouth message ( Read more... )

Well let's see life been a mess right now... My own out let to feel any better about myself is music... losing myself in it. Going to concerts yet but even in the crowd i get lose it in and fell so utterly alone! I missed cam's shows this weekend to go see slipknot! I seen cam play a good few times. Thou I'm their bandage! First one and their one ( Read more... )

well I am at Nat's house and have been since Friday... i missed 2 days of work... Eeppp so i might get fired... well i best go home tonight. but good this last weekend shall be in my heart forever... thou OKtober that asshole... the only one to ruin my new year's fear... to ring in the new year's alone... he grabs my hand and pulls me to the front ( Read more... )

Well i got my heart completely and fully broken for the first time... and I'm really really hurt! But me and Vincent both needed to face the truth! If under any other standards we would have been together and married. But as for that we were deal different cards and have to play with what we have. We are still close best friends who love each other ( Read more... )

Well went and got my COF ticket! OMFG when i got it in my hand i so wanted to make out with it! I totally creamed my pants and like rubbed it on my face! I know i must have looked like a freak but hey it's me! I laughed a bit cause. When my sister Hope went to get their collective soul tickets... they sold out! She was ready to scream and cry! And ( Read more... )

Well work on Wednesday and Thursday from 6 am to 2 pm... standing for 8 hours straight damn. But yeah... fucker Cory sold my two COF tickets cause we got into a fucking fight! *shakes fists* he better fucking hide cause once i find him he's going to have no balls or dick left. So i only got enough cash to get myself one ticket today... not for my ( Read more... )

Well Friday went to hang out with Nat! Met Ali she fucking rocks i must say and is pretty! Well we all went to Nat's house to hang out and talk! We talked about OKtober, i told Ali about our issue! Well i heard so much bad stuff about him then! The just of it, over protective, sex crazed about other woman, untrustworthy, & plays around with girls. ( Read more... )

Well today was a bit better! Woke up went to my appointment only having to rebook it for Monday gggrrr.... damn people! Made my dentist appointment for Dec. 3rd! Went dropped my girl off at school! Then came home relaxed... man it was good not to be on the go as much today! Well Val is moving which sucks ass. Losing a really good friend and love ( Read more... )