i am so tired of being depressed.

i must have something wrong with me because i just can't deal with normal things in life correctly.

i am tired of wanting of die.

i am tired of being such a fucking idiot

Checking LJ since I haven't in months. Just made me kinda wanna vom. Goodnight!

I am still alive. I just never blog anymore due to being lazy. If I do.. I use xanga my sn there is Myem0tions. Check it out if you want <3 you all

Well I did it. I made it to the age of 19.. What a fucking stupid age might I add.. I can't do anything new, and the number 19 just sounds soo... so... STUPID.. AGGH A cop just pulled up in the UPS lot, I am scared for my life.. Why are they so god damn creepy. He is shipping a package.. eww... brb.........He wanted to send a pistol back to the ( Read more... )

"So we talked about all night about the rest of our lives, where we're gonna be when we turn 35 ( Read more... )

lol. due to my neglectful post.... I am now posting about Briana! I don't mean to neglect her. Or not mention her in my post.. BUT I AM GOING TO SEE HER TODAY.. YAY I can't wait to pull up and walk through that apartment complex hall that smells like anal discharge!!! And then knock on numero 222 and see MY BUDDY!!! AKA my girlfriend BRIANA!!! I ( Read more... )

WOAH.. it has been FOREVER since I have updated.. I just get lazy, I know I need to update more though =/ *sigh* I am at work right now. Some ninja appears to be pulling up... They should go somewhere else like the post office, not the UPS store... Can't they tell this is CLEARLY my internet and ebaying time GEEZ! YAY I think they are going to ( Read more... )

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Single and not loving it

Your Seduction Style: The Natural


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