Ok well, on the spur of the moment I decided to make a brand new lj...a new start from all the shit thats happened in the past 2 years. I will delete this journal in a few days/weeks after I get everybody added and whatnot. I just need a change...a change of everything. If it isn't deleted it will just lay dorment...and I will be using ( Read more... )

"You are precious.
Make me special.
I am ugly, lost in you beauty.

All around me no one can love me.
I am sorry...I am so dirty.

I break, falling further each day.
Make these bad dreams go away.
You touch me, feal you touching me.
I break, make it go away again...

All around me why won't you trust me.
I am dirty from where they touch me.

I break, falling ( Read more... )

I can't wait until the semester is over and I can get a job...I really need to get out and so something. School work and music won't keep my going anymore. Dedicating 75% of my week to school work has been getting really old...I need to get out and have some fun. Though...I doubt that will be happening anytime soon. I have a 10-15 page paper due on ( Read more... )

I'd fucking fit in perfect in Europe...driving on the wrong side of the road seemed to be a trend for me tonight. First off, I went to turn onto the bridge to get to Juniata...ended up going over the fucking medial...thankfully no one was there. And then taking Mel home...I turned on this road...I seen a One Way sign...so I figured it was one way ( Read more... )

Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold

And I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different ( Read more... )

This month is supposed to be scheduling...like I really have any fucking choices for my schedule. Everything I have to take is only ONCE...there are no multiple professors/times to choose from...I don't even get to make a choice...how pleasant.

Options are:

ST102.01 Surgical Pharmacology Wednesday 4-5:50pm ( Read more... )

It's amazing what a few months or a year will do to a person isn't it? Correct me if I'm wrong but a friend is someone who won't turn their back on you, lie to you, or ignore you because they think it's so fucking cool to drink 6 out of 7 days. Well if I'm wrong then I must be doing some shit wrong...because at least 4 people have done that to me ( Read more... )

First off, not like he will read this...but Happy Birthday to Brandon.

On with something more important. Today has gone pretty damn fast compared to what I thought it would. I got out of my Rhetoric class about 30 minutes early, so I called Ashley to let her know I was on my way. Around 11:30 we left to go get house of cat...god that was good! ( Read more... )

"I continued wandering aimlessly, all alone ( Read more... )

Can we say cd whore? I ended up buying four more cds tonight ( Read more... )