yea i havent updated in like a month and a half. just so u all know im not dead, which i think is good ( Read more... )

Ok i know i never update this shit ne more but im copying this from my blog on my myspace because this was the scariest shit thats ever happened to me in my house before... i swear to god i didnt make any of this up it seriously scared the shit out of me.. leave comments ( Read more... )

This is for my dear friend Shannon. in case none of u know ive known her since last april and since then shes saved me more times than any of u can imagine. with her kind words and advice and loving nature shes helped me thru more shit and more pain then any of u know about, and i swear to god its because of her that im here. Thank you Shannon. ( Read more... )

im only writing in this cuz alex asked me 2.

yesternite i chilled with alan brian and matt. we went to alans house. its huge.

today i got a call from amber whos in LV rite now. i cant go tho.
i cant go cuz im seeing my uncle bob and aunt flo today. i havent seen em in 2 years, itll be cool. also other fam will be with us.

i <3 alex.

tootles.

omfg omfg. so i came home from drivers ed rite? and sitting on the table is a letter from post. and my mom is there. so im opening it and reading it and i just felt the blood rush out of my face... i had to reread it to make sure i read it right. my mom was like ...whats wrong? i was like ( Read more... )

Quiet or Loud ( Read more... )

so ok i was hoping against hope about going to that show in poughkeepsie and my cuzin lives up there so my mom wrote a email to her askin her how it was up there and she wrote back this long email saying how its totally safe and how i deserve to go because of how responsible i am and all this shit and she didnt know i would be reading it and ( Read more... )

you know its fucking incredible someone could give u such fucking flattery and tell u u mean so much to them and how great of a person u are and still theyll fucking hurt you in the end and not give a fuck. some great fucking person i must be, being im so easily disposed of. FUCK YOU ALL.

hm, happy new years? sure why not. probably more of the same as usual but hey whatever its all da same now. i straigt up just robbed this from priscilla but im gonna do it ne way ( Read more... )

hi all. ok so today me sami and brian went to roosevelt field mall. we met up wit matt there and did a bit of shopping and chillen. yo wtf the girls at that mall are like beyond fucking hot, why cant our mall have chixx like that? o well whatever... anyway so then we left and tonite la rosa southard and dan came over and we chilled. now for the ( Read more... )