x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x ( Read more... )

I hope someone reads this and understands what it means:

Joe is out of school, didn't fucking ask for much
couldn't get a job, the marines his last hope
down at the frontline, with a gun not a toy
kill many men, not asking what for

Joe's family,the comrades next to him
die one by on, his luck is running out
Joe wrote back hom, his parents unemployed
the ( Read more... )

hi all.. hope everyone had a good thanksgiving. mine was ok i guess... not much to be thankful for other then my friends and family... idk. im in a weird mood... has anyone ever felt empty? like somethings missing? ugh i dont know... tonight was a good night i guess i hung out with southard a lot then met up with matt la rosa and dan... it was fun ( Read more... )

"sun rise and set all the same to me, a hesitating pulse is good company"

i feel good. like maybe ive hit something in my life... ive been pretty depressed lately. hurting a lot. today i did a lot of thinking and i feel enlightened. i think i found my purpose here... to make other people happy. you know? i always like to make people smile or laugh ( Read more... )

My soul it screams for you
Can you not here it
My arms reach out for you
Why cant you take them
My heart burns only for you
Can you extinguish it
I love only to be loved by you
Why cant you love me too

I long only to be held and care for
Why cant it be
Am i to die alone and bitter
What the hell is wrong with me
My face is blackened and my eyes are sewn shut
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a conversation between me and my cuzin pam. if this makes any sense to you well then ur insane ( Read more... )

friday was an amusing day. after skoo sami and brian took my bus home n we chilled at my place and we watched a lot of ATHF. god i love that fucking show <3. after that we played GTA San Andreas. Yo!! your a nigger in that game. it was off the hook. so then we got some pizza 4 dinner and then sam bounced. i invited brian 2 spend the nite. so we ( Read more... )

i deleted my last entry. i did this because i have made my own decisions. first of all im gonna be exactly who i am im not gonna fake myself to appease anyone anymore. second of all i now realize the nice guy never gets the girl so im gonna stop trying to be perfect. im not perfect and i never will ne and you know what? im okay with that ( Read more... )

hey... how are you all today? To be honest, i am not good. i havent been for the past few days. I havent been sleeping or eating and I feel weak. Physically and mentally. Im not gonna go into why Im not doing so great... I dont want anyone to think Im some emo kid... or anything like that. Also wont go into what ive been contemplating for the past ( Read more... )

ok so the show last nite was incredible. every band was amazing, even the opening act who usually sucks was sick. when the misfits came out i was hte first guy up on stage like always cuz im nasty like that. the pits were sick too, my injuries are/were ( Read more... )