Things have been up and down. But this has been the most drama in one summer, ever. I've been hanging out in Park Ridge quite a bit lately, trying to make new friends and stuff. Even though sometimes I miss my old friends. Warped tour was a blast, but I'm super sore. I saw..

My american heart.

Halifax.

The bled.

Hawthorne heights.

The starting line ( Read more... )

People need to stop talking shit.

period.

I get my license this week.

Warped on saturday.

I've been doing a lot of thinking, like a lot have people have, about who my real friends are. I've come to find I have very few.

Lovedrug - down towards healing
Punchline - coldest of calenders
New found glory - The story so far
And then I turned seven - I'm sorry
Daphne Loves derby - hopeless love

me + lauren = < / 3

sorry about before. I had a nervous breakdown.

Now its time for the emotional one.

Alone has a new meaning ( Read more... )

things are lame ( Read more... )

I woke up at 6:45.

Because I'm excited.

Today is my birthday.

I'm home. FINALLY. I actually missed my flight at first and had to take a later one. That was depressing. When i got home, Lauren, Megg, and Brandon came and got me. We went to Frontier days. I was so happy that I got to see everyone. Some kids pissed me off but I was too happy to let it get to me. I missed my friends sosososo much. Then I went for ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went to the mystery spot. Its this wierd place in the mountains where things roll up and stuff. Its hard to explain but really cool. Then we went to the Boardwalk in Santa Cruz and road on a ride or two, and played some games. It was more for my sisters. Most of the time I've been out here it's been stuff for my sisters. Last night I ( Read more... )

people REALLY can be fucking lame.

and maybe i'm too nice.

maybe it's better to forgive.

and maybe i worry too much.

maybe i just don't worry enough.

maybe i deserve this.

maybe i don't.

where the hell did i go wrong?

i hope i don't end up regreting things like this.

blah drama can suck a big cock.

Drove 10 hours to santa barbara and back. Not too fun. I want to come home. I'm in a bad mood. Not sure why. I have a lot of things on my mind. Blah. blah. blah.

asdghjkl;'

I miss my friends, who are boys. Tyler, Eric, Ruben, Kyle, Mike, Johnny, Jerry, and stuff. :(