I'm Not Okay (I Promise)

[xwaman]

I sit here in this cold living room typing my journal after waking up to HIM music in my head i dunno i wasnt in the mood for him and last night i started sniffing white out, permanant markers, and nail polish and i was high last night in away yet i couldnt think straight i remember me saying i'm like Rocky Belboa from the Rocky movies well like in

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[necropedz]

dude what the hell is wrong with you, you have to stop trying to be with me. I'm not trying to be mean or anything but it's getting to the point where it's becoming ridiculous...and like i said before i already told you about my boyfriend and love him to death, you probably didnt want to hear it so you blocked it out. And another thing, sniffing markers? wtf is that all about, i thought you were smarter than that. Having a girlfriend is not important even though it may seem like it, you just gotta live your own life instead of trying desperatly to latch on to someone elses. well i'm out of here, my stitches are starting to hurt from all this typing...

[jager2315]

juts leave it sam, shes got some one, belive me i know how the story go's, ask kristie about me and sam-e, but hey im still here , and kristie, sniffin markes doesnt do any thing belive me

[necropedz]

so then he's just making up the fact that he's weary, disillusioned, and that his "head is shaking"...yeah markers dont do anything. jeez sam

[xwaman]

sry kristine i dunno wats wrong with u and i didnt realize u were that close to ur bf i'll stop we'll jus be friends enless u say otherwise...i dunno i gotta stop being in love with u cuz now i'm annoying u and i dont wanna lose u as a friend i'm sry..ur right i should jus worry bout me

[necropedz]

what's wrong with me? WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!?! You're the one who was overly obsessed with me and writing fucking love poems about me so i wouldn't be talking...

[xwaman]

shit i ment me..nothings wrong with u sry sry

[xwaman]

sry kristine i dunno wats wrong with ME and i didnt realize u were that close to ur bf so i'll stop being in love with u... we'll jus be friends enless u say otherwise...i dunno i gotta stop being in love with u cuz now i'm annoying u and i dont wanna lose u as a friend i'm sry..ur right i should jus worry bout me..thats wat it shouldve said