so i totally forgot about this thing til now right? lol i do have another one i just use to make movie lists or stuff to watch but man sitting here yes still on the almighty mac well ok this mac has its issues and its time to upgrade! i will once i get my tax returns next year xD ( Read more... )

ok first off i wanna talk about a girl i used to be crazy about ok maybe too crazy..i first seen her in middle skool and was a little attracted to hear and then a friend in awx jerry knew her and got us to meet up and she even came to the wrestling shows and wrestled!! so next skool year we had lunch together and become good friends..i started to ( Read more... )

after i finshed the other entry i went to watch HBK vs HHH from summerslam 2002 and i was working on my cardio machine and i was on level 10 and i was on for 3 straight minutes and my goal right now is to make 5min and btw 10 is the highest it goes...theres a certain someone who wont leave my life and somehow he knows my journal page and my ( Read more... )

2day was yeah u guessed it the same...be4 1st period sam pretended not to notice me and last night i IM her and she blocked me...i cant accept the fact that i was the asshole in her life and i feel as if i scared her for life like now we get hurt when we see each other well mentally or at least i get hurt so if she wont forgive me fine i'm not ( Read more... )

ok yea so HSK of CWF/IRW IMed me outta nowhere when i already changed my sn him and Kid Extreme r stalking me and i have no clue how they got my newer sn i dont think i wanna kno anyway but remember those poems i typed up awile ago well kidx thought it was true so now they case me on aim and they think its funny well i jus do it to make people ( Read more... )

ok 2day started with the well i dunno wat the hair look i had is called so yea but my bangs were gelled up so yeah it was cool and alot of peeps like it..i didnt talk to sam g again well she wasnt rly around so i couldnt talk to her...shit i shouldnt ever sniff that stuff cuz days later i cant think right like i 4get rly recent things and i get ( Read more... )

2day was ok... before 1st period i saw sam and she couldnt get in her class room yet so it was jus me her and that guy shes always with and she looked and me and i was soo nervous and i jus couldnt think so i went into my class room...after 4th period i finally said hi to sam and she jus looked at me and i walked away again..i have a feeling she ( Read more... )

i finally talked with sam g online and yeah by wat my subject says i wasnt forgiven ( Read more... )

I sit here in this cold living room typing my journal after waking up to HIM music in my head i dunno i wasnt in the mood for him and last night i started sniffing white out, permanant markers, and nail polish and i was high last night in away yet i couldnt think straight i remember me saying i'm like Rocky Belboa from the Rocky movies well like in ( Read more... )

i'm feeling depressed now bout kristine no matter wat i fucking do i'll never ever get to go out with her...god now my life seems very pointless i feeling amillion things all at once i'm ok i'm mad i'm fustraited(fuck spelling) i'm tired i'm sad i'm LONLEY theres no cure for it is there no one is gunna step up and save me...kristine is the only ( Read more... )