well i couldnt do exactly wat a i planed to do with my hair which was to do something like benji's spikes or to redo my mohawk or a better one but my hair wouldnt stay up and oddly i found more green gel but that didnt work so i put the black in after which was a spray from cvs and it was all hard and weird but i liked it black. i rly didnt like ( Read more... )

blah i'm bored so i feel like typing wats on my mind. umm lemme think oh yeah i still get depressed about samantha g and caroline. i typed many times about sam once again i am 100% sorry for all i have done in the past i was a different person who didnt kno better and had no common sence or control and i was on ritaline and when i was away from it ( Read more... )

ok 2day started off rly boring and very lllllllllllllllooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggg at BJ's(Bee Jay's) ha some people thought it was blow jobs in the other one i luv those ;) anyways after BJ's i got home and at like 4 we went to bk me n sally and then kristine met us there but no jerry. i kinda started to get scared like i used to ( Read more... )

shit i had plans to be with alison and joey monday but now id rather be with ethan, jerry and kristine but i dont think i could do either cuz both my parents want to goto BJs this gay super market thing with all this fake shit and of course i have to go...i wanted to take kristine to bk cuz thats where she wanted to go so i wanna show her a good ( Read more... )

i jus read her journal and i feel so bad for wat kristine went thru 2day and i kinda thought she made an excuse to not see me...i dunno y but i kinda thought she didnt want to go cuz i was involved when i wanted to go to look out for her cuz i dont trust ethan and ralph being with her alone but at the time i didnt kno jerry was coming til he called ( Read more... )

2day i was again hoping to hang out with alison and joey but after calling her cell phone a bunch of times and getting her voice mail i found out online that her cell phone wasnt working well cuz it was wet and we couldnt chill 2day but we might monday. 2day i got to chill with ethan, ralph and jerry it was ight ethan was playing his guitar and ( Read more... )

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i broke my a string on my guitar when i was playing brock lesnars theme song lol and then i put another one in and stupidly cut the top cuz it was too long and always getting in the way well now i have a reason to goto the music store and get alot more strings cuz its not the 1st time cept now i have none left maybe alison or ethan can help me out

as i sit here listeining to rammstein and waiting for alison to call me back so me her and joey can chill at morgans park. i got kinda depressed about sam g and caroline d cuz i knew them once and was very close to them at one time but now they dont talk to me at all. i wanted to say hi to sam but i jus didnt cuz i see her be4 1st per and also at ( Read more... )

ok hi peeps who read my journal...wats popin?? i'm eating bk at my hizzle for sizzle ma nizzle wait wats a nizzle?? lol jk wow i'm semi-hyper and watching ghost ship on dvd a agian blah. i missed the bus cuz i went with danela to her locker but i walked to the hospital where my dad works and he drove me home. its not her fault its mine. mmmm ( Read more... )