now I feel traped in my mind afraid of doing something wrong. It used to be I didn't care but now I have too. I miss Tom and mike a lot it kinda hurts not to see them every day but its ok I guess its just i did a lot more there and we thought it was boring but at least we still had one another. I really don't know though i'm still confused about ( Read more... )

Long ago I gave you a promise
"I will always be there for you"
I ask you?
Did I Break it.

I cross out my eyes
I stitch the wounds close
But I can still feel it
It won't let me be
it lingers in the back of my mind
It just wants me to see!

My life is a whole
I can't see
I can't breath
Where am I?

am I dreamming or is this real i have to know what the hell is goin on. Because everthing around me seems to feel like a dream, I feel like my demons have come back the the arms of my dark mind have came back to take me again. The scary thing is I want it to

-Daniel

Don't dwell on you pain
Use it to make something beautiful!!

-Autumn skys

Oh yah I forgot for thoughs who don't know I cut my freaking hair off. Its hovoring over my eyes . . . . . MWHAHAHAHAHAHA nomore long hair . . . . I kinda miss it though.

<3 Daniel

Today was pretty good went to sam goody the downtown it was nice . . . . . Tom got a new cd Underouth and Some one let me hear the new kittie cd. Its ok, I had a really good weekend I got to see stephanie again. We went to the movies, We saw seed of chucky its fucking funny shit. After we went to McyD's I was hungry ( Read more... )

I'm back I guess i'm starting every thing over, even my life the way I look at every thing. I have made one of the biggest mistake's of my life. Thinking i was in love, But how could I have been in love when She never made me happy. I was so fucking stupid for ever thinking that She fucked me over and I have no feeling for it I feel nothing. ( Read more... )