Hell Yes!!!! I'm finally done with my 20 page paper. I feel so amazingly relieved and happy. It's gorgeous outside. I'm going home tomorrow for vacation. I get to see my friends, sisters and my kitty. I think i'm going to insure my car too so i can finally drive my little baby blue!!! I miss my little standard car soooo much! I feel so freaking ( Read more... )

So first term is almost over and i'm still not sure if i'm going to make it. After everything i went through senior year i was sure i would be able to do better at college. Turns out i can't. I'm still doing things the exact same way and even though it tortures me every time, i can't change. You would think that because i want to do well so bad ( Read more... )

I dont know why i'm bothering with this but whatever.

College is turning out to be pretty awesome. I don't have any classes before 9am, I have a couple really cool professors and some not so much. Today was the first day i was back doing tech work and it was awesome, even though i was building flats. : P   It's getting pretty damn cold up here but ( Read more... )

WOOHOO!!!! I'M FINALLY 18!!!!!

The weekend has gone by. I had another melt down and skipped class on Sat. (yes i have a class on sat.) I talked to my parents and for some reason i thought things were going to be ok. I had a good time hanging out with a few people for brunch. I got some reading done. However, I didn't do the majority of work I wanted to get done this weekend ( Read more... )

I don't think i can do this anymore. I think UCONN would actually be ok or i could just take a year off and work. I just know that i'm miserable and i can't get my work done. I really want to just go home.

R.I.P : Steve Irwin

Good:

There was a night part tonight, in the rain. People played dodgeball with balls soaked in glow paint, which led to a mud slip and slide on the ground, which led to a real slip and slide on a tarp. It was highly amusing.

Bad:

I didnt do any of those things. I feel homesick and lonely. I dont really hang out with my roommate because she ( Read more... )

One day left. yikes. this time thursday i'll be all moved in and living with a stranger in a whole new home. yikes again. But woo hoo, also.

It just hit me. I'm leaving in 10 days.

I know i should be excited but i have this overwhelming feeling that i'm going to fuck up.