Hellfest was a pretty good time, besides Courtney's car getting busted and all the mall metal/suburban skate-punks there. I kinda wished we had gotten to hang out with Joe but when I called I guess he never got the message, but there wasn't really any free time to chill so it's not a big deal. I managed to spend very little money, like 20 for gas, ( Read more... )

goals for hellfest:

1. Not die during Bad Luck 13, Shattered Realm, or Blood for Blood.

2. No speeding tickets/tires falling off.

3. Buy mommy a present at IKEA.

4. Hang out with Joe if we don't stay with him.

5. Make sure Courtney takes her ritalin.

Fuck I am so tired. I worked yesterday from 6:00 until 1:00, then went to the show in Portland with a bunch of people. It was a lot of fun, finally got to see Desperate Measures who are one of my favorite hardcore bands. All the other bands were tight too. Kate hooked me up with the Hooters shirt she got for me in Florida, she's the best. Then we ( Read more... )

I am so stressed out right now. I didn't sleep at all last night and just worked for eight and a half hours. And I have to do it all over again tomorrow. I really need a vacation, but Hellfest is quickly turning into a nightmare.

I am not going to choose between my friends. We both know its unfair of you to ask that of me.

Today I spent the afternoon with Courtney, we went and did some shopping for Hellfest. You can't go wrong with .10 packages of Ramen noodles. This is hopefully going to be a cheap trip, since I also need to save money for my trip to NYC if it's still a go. We're going to the 100 Demons/Full Blown Chaos show tomorrow in Portland, should be a good ( Read more... )

My life fucking sucks. Like always, I'm the odd man out. They're happy. I'm not. Fuck this, why do I even care anymore? I'm trying so hard to not be bitter and have a positive attitude, but after a few days I'll just read something and it all comes right back ( Read more... )

People were doing this a few months back and I think now is a good time to do one for myself. I haven't been a good friend lately and I regret it ( Read more... )

I need to be a better person. I need to be able to be there for my closest friend when she needs to talk to someone.

I need to try to accept the cards I've been dealt and move on. But it's so damn hard.

So many things are really pissing me off lately. Probably not going to Hellfest now because of childish drama but whatever Hellfest is pretty damn lame and expensive anyways. If you wanna go with your fake friends, then have fun. I'm sure riding with those kids to NJ and back will be a grand time ( Read more... )

Went to the show in Portland last night with Courtney ( Read more... )