I'm tired of this journal.
I'm tired of bitching and moaning.
This journals dead and I'm alive for the first time in a long while.

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I don't know who I am or what I want.
All I know is that there has to be more than this.
This can't be it.
I need a light.
But I don't know where to find it.

january: really bad month. realized who i want in my life and who i don't. the beginning of the end of a lot of things ( Read more... )

you know when you realize that everything is the same as everything else.
yeah...

i've been thinking about life a lot lately ( Read more... )

i usually just say fuck the truth, but mostly, the truth fucks you.

justkeepmoving.justkeepmoving.justkeepmoving.justkeepmoving.

I don't know if i even believe in you.
but that's not important.
the point is. thank you.
because honestly, i don't know what i would have done.

Thoughts flowing through me ( Read more... )

maybe im looking at it wrong. maybe its not terrible that i dont have those deep connections with people at school. maybe im just lucky to have that with people from home. i mean not everyone can make me feel that great all the time. how many people can really change me. i have like 8 people that i feel so understood around. maybe that's enough.i ( Read more... )

i feel like no one here really gets me. no one has the same interests or feelings or wants as i do. no one thinks like i do. everyone's nice and fun. but that's it. i feel different from everyone around me. and those who do get me, like reallyy get me. are so far away. it's hard. i can't help but feel like something's missing. and the worst part is ( Read more... )