i've been so confused lately, wondering if im really approaching things right and if im just holding on to something that isnt really there anymore. i wonder if im wasting away my best years.
i hate hate hate being stuck out at the beach with my mom X24987538946.
on a brighter note, tommorow is my birthday. i haven't had a birthday home in 5 years on account of my camp. you should wish me happy birthday, or call me and hang out, or fucking something, cause i have no idea what to do.