Best Friend
Noun
1. The one friend who is closest to you.

Ok so a best friend is the one who is closest to you well if your really close to someone their not spos to lie to you,right? ok well then how can Chad say were "best friends" when he sits there next to me and lies to my face and thinks i dont know that he is lying. Im not stupid i've known ( Read more... )

Lets see theres been fighting. lots and los of fighting going on like every damn day. Things were going ok after ring dance, but now all me and my best friend do is fight. and all he does is lie. its bull fuckin shit. anyway im about to be done with his punk ass. right now im sittin at home bleaching and dyeing my hair so yeah.

Thursday i went to graduation with Chad and mom. We were only there for the first 20mins. Chad and i felt bad for two reasons. 1.mom had to goto the ER. 2.We missed Amanda and Travis's graduation, but they both were understanding. So between 8&1 we were driving to and from the hospital. so we did that and Chad took me home at 2. And i passed the ( Read more... )

Where to start…….. Ok mom got on my ass about not going to ring dance about 2weeks ago so now im going with Katie.. Me and Jon aren’t really friends anymore. I chilled with Chad for the first time seines the July, it was kinda boring, but the plus side to it was I got a free hat… Schools ok only because I haven’t been to a B day all week. I chilled ( Read more... )

Monday night Alex came and picked up Katie and I. We went and chilled. Went to go mudding. And Alex's spot is the worst fuckin place too so next time were going to the place i know of. Anywho.. we got stuck and the cops saw him from across the field. He had beer in his truck. and Katie tosed them and broke all but 2. And then the cops showed up and ( Read more... )

Cutting my heart open

The blood flows so fast

I scream your name

As it was never meant to last

You loved me so much

It all fell so fast

Im screaming your name

Hoping that one day you'll take me back

The day he walked out the door all the pieces fell to the floor. A thousand pieces of a broken heart left to rot. And for many years the dust would fall upon them all and the tears would wash away the blood stained pieces that were so tattered and torn. And one day you walked in the door and gave her empty heart hope for a soul. You helped pick up ( Read more... )

I got sick last sunday. woke up and couldn't hear outa of left year and it hurt really bad so mom took me to the docters. we were there all freakin morning and didn't leave untill 2:30. got home right b4 3 and Jon dearest called. He always calls and the most randomest times for the most randomest things. Talked to him for about 10mins and then went ( Read more... )

STAIND

"Everything Changes"

If you just walked away
What could I really say?
Would it matter anyway?
Would it change how you feel?

I'm the mess you chose
The closet you cannot close,
The devil in you I suppose
Because the wounds never heal.

[Chorus:]
But everything changes
If I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
Then ( Read more... )

Monday-
went to school. we didn't do anything 1st block because we never do anything in that class. 2ed block was boring. i don't need to take drivers ed again i passed that part..gerrr... art pissed me the fuck off.

Today-
Went to school. only had to go to 1st block. and i didn't d anything in there cuz im done with everything already. left at 9 ( Read more... )