if anyone still looks at my livejournal please leave me a comment on this entry. otherwise i will never come to this site agen besides to read my frends stuff.

fuck, man i love her so much but i cant EVER have her back agen. i really dont kno what to do. i asked for another chance the first time and i got it, but i cant do that agen cuz i kno she wouldnt do that agen, and she deserves someone better that can keep her happy more then a few weeks, plus id probly fuck up for the third time and lose her agen ( Read more... )

ok so me and my mom were talking then arguing about how skool isnt good for me right now and we really got into it and i ended up bawling my eyes out and screaming at her about how im never good enough for her and cant make her happy with the way i am and how i cant be good enough for this family and thats why shes so "fucking pissed off" at me and ( Read more... )

i cant believe jayson is gone agen. this bullshit has got to stop. our group of frends is being torn apart and i feel like there nothing i can do to help anything. all i want is for everyone to be happy and together for one day. maybe then id have something positive to put in here. becca started crying after she heard about jayson but of course im ( Read more... )

Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for em ( Read more... )

so todays my sisters birthday and im supposed to be ungrounded this weekend but my mom sed she never sed that. so im pissed. i was kinda wanting to hang with ppl while im ungrounded becuz after this im grounded till the first of next month. im gunna go sit in my room and be pissed off at everyone for the rest of my weekend.

iloveyouBecca.....

Bye

ok im better now disregard that last entry. at least for now....in other news i had another foot surgery thing. they removed the nail on the toe next to my big toe on both feet permanently. im losing way to much of my toes, but then agen my dad had nine toes when he died. hope this isnt a family pattern.

i love you Becca

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i feel so distant from everyone even Becca and i dont like it. help?

iloveyou

bye

im grounded for a little while cause i didnt come home last night, i stayed at joshes. but thats ok cuz i asked becca back out and now i couldnt be happier. i really do love her, not like teenage highschool hallway romance, like serious emotion. thats all...

i love you Becca.

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