Oh how the time has flown. I never thought that I would end up where I am, literally. Saranac Lake, NY- mountains, snow, and small town folks. What the hell am I doing here??!
It is a little harder than I imagined to be away from the fam, my girls, and the boy. I want to go back home after this semester, like planned, but how can I be so close to ( Read more... )

Yesterday one of my best friends left for Birmingham and I did not think it would hit me as hard as it has. I feel like I just lost a leg, or an arm, you know, something that you use everyday but don't think twice about, but couldn't function with out it if you lost it ( Read more... )

i am ready to have fun over spring break in the Bahamas. i never focus on myself and i am really ready too. Sun + beach + drinks + and bohemian boys w/ oils lol j/k i am so excited for a week of school to be off and relaxing! although i have a huge presentation due tomorrow, i am totally siked for both lisa and em's b-day's this week, so i will be ( Read more... )

i'm so sleepy and supposed to go out downtown tonite but i don't think i have the energy ( Read more... )

I'm actually sick right now. i have a 103 fever and i think i have the flu in August? how is that possible? only with me i guess. And i have to go into work tonight and they won't let me off. p.s. i work at o'boys now on orange ave ( Read more... )

i'm smiling now just because...

clear sunny days.

baby sitting
tiny babies.

genuine nice boys.

4 days before spring break.

cooking breakfast.

no homework.

kisses.

hugs.

saying sorry.

hearing sorry.

hot chocolate.

it.

=]

it's nice to feel happy again.
finally.

Just when i think things won't get better, they change. And then when things seem different, they're the same. I am seriously so confused. A guy wants to be with you, and then acts like a retard. Then your not together and he wants it. Ok well i really need advice. Alot. Like now. Hahaha wow everything is so rediculous sometimes ( Read more... )

omg everyone i start my new job today at lets talk cafe'
so please come and see me after 6:00 p.m.
FYI: it's on S. Orange Ave. past O'Boys

PLEASEEEEEE- i love you all =]

well theres not much new here.
i am soooo effing sun burnt from the beach that i look mexican.
and i am desperately tired b/c today feels way too long.

Q: why do i miss it so

all week i've been really sick =[
make me feel better...

come on, i love you all. =]

did i say please?...

ok well i am so tired-
tired of everything, seriously.
i don't think i will ever be able to do anything right.
i really have the worst perception i guess
of what people want.
i wish i knew how to fix things
but i just... don't.

i close my eyes and i see your face. if home's where my heart is then i'm out of place. oh won't you give me ( Read more... )