Well today just really fucking sucks just because I really can't see Rebecca. Well she's pissed off at me because I want to spend time with her like almost everyday and I know that I can't but for some reason I want to. I haven't really seen her that much just because of her working and going to school but hell, that's life, right? But anyways I ( Read more... )

So far away from me ( Read more... )

"Why are you here ( Read more... )

Well yesterday was interesting. Didn't really do much but stay at the library (like usual) doing the same shit time to time then hang out with Rebecca for a little bit then end up going to work. Well as only a few of you know that my amp was shot because of Mother Nature fucking ruining my shit I was talking to Eric from work yesterday and ( Read more... )

Well today I tried to play with my guitar but something strange happened. It worked last night when I was playing it but not today. No, no. It's not FUCKING working. Every notch is up to 10 and it still has no fucking sound what-so-ever. I know it's because of the flood but I'm putting the blame on someone for right now. No maybe till I get a new ( Read more... )

Oh well it's Monday and there is nothing to fucking do just because it's Monday. I'm really bored from just sitting here and doing absolutely nothing and I fucking hate it. It seems like I get pissed off at anything. Maybe, oh well if I do but shit happens. Nothing exciting happened yesterday during the day-time. Went to work at 11; worked, worked ( Read more... )

Depressed Confussion ( Read more... )

What's up everybody. I'm pissed off as shit because I was supposed to be with my cousin today so I can drive her car. She was supposed to be at Jeff's house around 11:30 this morning but she never showed or picked up her phone so I'm kinda little pissed right now. But how could I be pissed; she's the only cousin that I talk to and she is like a ( Read more... )

Oh well the past two days have been hell.. Really fucking hell. On Saturday after I updated my journal Jeff and I were walking back to his place and someone that lived in my apartment building drove by and screamed at me.. I didn't know who it was until he drove up closer and he told me that everyone on the bottom floor had to move all of their ( Read more... )

Well here goes to another day in Carnegie: The town that is full of shit.. Carnegie is so fucking stupid it's not the kind of stupid that is funny. It's the kind of stupid that is fucking ridiculus...I guess that's how you spell it. But anyways I went to work yesterday being so stupid that I am and as soon as I get there they tell me that they are ( Read more... )