Well it's a week before I turn 21 years old and I must say I feel really fucking stupid because for one I'm still single with no one to be with on my birthday even though I'll have my friends to be around I just don't have anyone to actually be with me. I'd like one person to be with me on my 21st but I don't want her to see what I become when I'm ( Read more... )

I really don't know where to begin because I really don't have anything interesting to say at the moment besides just waking up. Within the past week or two I've almost lost my job; I'm getting Jasper back in about two weeks or that's what Rebecca tells me; still looking for a better job; trying to get a new band together (that's really not working ( Read more... )

Don't you just hate it when people fucking lie to you about everyday stuff and whatnot?? I can't fucking stand it ( Read more... )

Well I guess I had an okay week or whatever. I get to see Ceci like almost everyday which is a plus because when I'm around her I don't get pissed off or depressed. If I do get pissed off or depressed I just put in Social Distortion or The Bouncing Souls and slip into my happy place of her dancing in my head (what a lovely thought <3). She's ( Read more... )

Well I really don't know what to talk about in here anymore really because life's been boring right now since I've got this stomache ulser and whatnot. So I'm actually updating this for no real reason but for the fact that I'm bored. Oh well. I got this stomache ulser and it's fucking driving me crazy right now because it fucking kills. I feel bad ( Read more... )

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Well this week so far has been really interesting.. The bad part about this week so far is that someone that means the world to me won't talk to me anymore because I bother her too much and that I put to much stress onto her when she's dealing with school and trying to get her own place. She wants to get her life in order and how she put it to me ( Read more... )

Well I think this is the last time that I'll be on here or anywhere for that matter for a while because I really don't want to update on anything anymore.. Nobody really cares about what is going on with what I'm doing or whatnot so I just don't care anymore.. There's no more feelings for anything anymore apparently. So I know that nobody is going ( Read more... )

I really don't know what to talk about right now. So I really have no idea why I'm doing this either. Oh well. I talked to Rebecca last night and everything is just swell you can say. I'm going to respect her wishes and let her do what she has to do. Because aparently she's been getting really stressed out with college and her job and also her ( Read more... )

First off I would like to say that I knew something this shitty was going to happen from the start; the beginning of the week I mean. One is because whenever I was done being sick my work (Pizza Torrino) hired more people when they knew that I was going to be coming back after I was done being sick. So whenever I went down there on Wensday I ( Read more... )