The shudder, the feeling, the moment ( Read more... )

..excuse me for ripping off paramore. but the title fits ( Read more... )

..and to be honest, i dont regret it. its not like i considered the forever ramifcations, i just went with it. im going to hell for this, and i dont care...there are days when i regret, by my sinful nature wont let me give in..and its after having an abortion, i really wish i could belive in god.

i would extend the day by like 10 hours, cause im just that fucking busy i work two full time jobs and i go to school (thankfully the semester ends next wed!!!) and then a month of just two jobs..hahhahahah but seriously i drink, smoke, and smoke other things just to get by. like 2 years ago i was like thats sooo bad omg.... but now im like, well i ( Read more... )

quite fun if u ask me. spent it with kelly, avoided awkard hook up. all and all i had tons of fun!
ha ha ha.

this heart of mine, thats not really broken. I speak in riddle to hide my feelings. but simply put i can not wait till i feel better enough to pick up the phone, to say hi to looke him in the eyes and to whisper every nice thing he means to me in his ear ( Read more... )

o me kelly and juanita went to laguna (for some reason thats llike my thing to do now ( Read more... )

if you set something free and it returns ( Read more... )

to fucking fly again, dammit.

I'm pretty sure im a "hey we shouldnt see eachother" conversation from breaking down and giving up.

...ABSOULUTELY AMAZING ( Read more... )