From: "mitzi"
To: "Bob" ,
"Marie" ,
"Anne" ,
"Boo" ,
"ed fry" ,
"Fred berry" ,
"Amy" ,
"J.P. and Mary C" ,
"lloyd" ,
"gloria" Subject: Fw ( Read more... )

hi journal,I made a big mistake. i shouldn't have ignored des. i didnt mean to. i guess i was too busy talking to brittnay. i dont think brittnay and i would get along that well. we are too much alike. but des on the other hand. she seems like the person that i could probally marry. lol. i dont know tho. i think i made a really bad mistake. now if ( Read more... )

I just cant belive you ( Read more... )

I don't want to be hostile ( Read more... )

you sit. you stare. you think. you wonder whats next? will it ever stop? will i move on? fuck this. fuck them. you get up to wash your hands. your filthy. you cleanse yourself. you feel down. what can you do? theres nothing to do. you wait. you cry. nothing to hide inside. you let it out. no one is near. you senses fail. increased fear. you ball ( Read more... )

Wish I was too dead to cry ( Read more... )

hi journal, well I pretty much slept all day. vivid dreams. saw someone's face but couldnt make it out. a females face. is this a calling? what does it mean? i still try to intrepit it but i come up with no solutions. just many hypotheisis's. this zit on my chin is fading away.. finally. i hate breaking out. i try to change my diet and eat better ( Read more... )

Hi journal, today was just almost the same as others. wake up, discover im not rich and that im alone. waking up to no one next to me. makes me cry internally. I really dont need to be. but once I find my someone, i wont let it go. i wake up waiting for the day to bleed into dark. watchin the sunset reminds me of my life. it fades away but you know ( Read more... )