my 23rd bday is coming up..... nothing special, i dont care if i do anything, i just wish i had a good group of consistant friends, i mean i love the people i know, but if there is ever an event i know of last minute, i dont know of anyone who is reliable 100%. i mean fuck, i want to plan an amazing nice summer vacation but i dont know anyone who ( Read more... )

so glad i have something i can still post to that wont link to some gay internet drama, i miss using this. i hate im such a fag that watches tons of chick flicks, right now im wathcing definitely maybe for about the 5th time and i enjoy it so much, but w'ere about to get snowed in with like 40 inches of snow so i will have plenty of time to update ( Read more... )

i do not understand what is going on ever ( Read more... )

just updating cause i just got my first tattoo last night, sick skull with tree vines coming through it n shit, with a banner of my last name under it ( Read more... )

its been a hot ass minute, like usual ( Read more... )

everyday is a struggle to not drink, and i usually find myself in the losing end of that battle.

theres nothing to look forward to.

i hope in a few months time i can read this entry and see i've made progress with anything.

hey, why the fuck am i stil posting on this.

i should have a kid and a house and a nice job, wtf.

i make myself nauseous how easily i fall for girls ( Read more... )

last night i did the most depressing thing i think i've ever done ( Read more... )

damn i havent done anything fun in at the least a few months ( Read more... )