I don't ever want to make a committment I can't keep, If I know it is going to affect so many people. To listen to all this bitching 24/7 is constant reminders of how much everything is fucked up. Talking to my mom about everything, and even going into money. Hearing my dad scream at the top of his lungs at my mom about finacial shit is so hard to ( Read more... )

my life is going downhill so much.
i cant deal with this at all.

After waiting a year ++ I had the chance to go snowboarding today right after school; but what happens. I end up not going. FACKKKKKK

So BUS 26 decides it would be cool to just not show up, so there I am waiting 20 minutes until Chelsea and I decide this is gay and got my mom to drive us. School was just school, and after I got to watch my :
What I like About You, and Reba <3 After I got my tan on; since my month is almost up. Got some hamburger buns and some rasberry iced tea. I ( Read more... )

I'm not going to bullshit; school makes the day go by faster. I feel so productive and worth while when I go to school then work 4-7. I feel like I have something to be tired about, which makes me happy ( Read more... )

I really don't mean to sound like a grouch about the New Year, But it all feels so fake. Everyone is celebrating with people; which most likely aren't the people who are there for them. I can honestly say I have very limited friends who stand by me through everything, and it's so irtating how a party or some stupid holiday brings everyone together ( Read more... )

Me and mel are together everyday ( literally ) <33 its great. I love her


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I cant stand and watch my mom and dad. The things he says to her are just terrible; I hate how its always an uneasy feeling around the house. I don't like seeing my parents like this, let alone my mom pretending shes okay to make it look better when I knw she is not okay, at all.

All the girls just left; for like a little girls night here. It was fun an mellow.

Today me, chels went tanning then went to mels. We got her and went to the mall ( lakeside )

we bought tons and tons of shit, then made it to target then home. After I got steve and me him and chels
met mel at AMC30 and saw " we are marshal " which was good, but too ( Read more... )

So The thing is I had a good gift recieving end for christmas.

- iPod ( nano )

- digital camera

- northface jacket/hoodie

- tons and tons of gift cards

- One Tree Hill complete first season

- pajamas

ETC.

But the whole family thing, was kinda intense.

No one feels right being altogether so strage

little feelings in the air filled our house
Church ( Read more... )