CW: 130 ish
STGW: 110
LTGW: 100-105

I hope to accomplish my STG in 6 to 8 weeks, LTG in 12 weeks.

Ideas: Lots of veggies/fruits, high protien, low sugar. Diet soda.

Exercise: at least 50 crunches a day. 1 mile walk once a day. Clean house every other day.

Weigh in in two weeks.

*crosses fingers*

we are officially "apart" or "on break".

And I already miss him more than words can say

I want him back.

According to him we are still dating.

In my opinion, if you are "with" someone, you dont ignore them, not talk to them, push them away, and spend every waking hour away with someone else.

Does anyone else think this, or am I just losing my mind?!

why does it hurt so bad to make the right decision?I feel like im dying inside... im losing myself ( Read more... )

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut ( Read more... )

So... he broke up with me on the 23rd. I move out. He calls me that night and tells me to come back. I come back. We sleep. He wakes up this morning and tells me he's not sure he still wants to be with me. So we've been going back and forth all day... he refuses to make a decision.

So im stuck lonely, confused, and broken.

I dont know what to do

I was right...

go me?!

As though everything is falling apart. I think im losing him... which is no big surprise ( Read more... )

Chicken wings make you feel all good inside.

I talked to Whitney the other night... cant wait til she comes down. She is such a sweetheart and I miss her dearly.

I must eat chicken wings now... then sleep. I pick up my bridesmaid's dress tomorrow! I wish I had a cam.

I went to bed at 7am this morning... woke up three hours later to go to the beach. Brought sunblock, but didnt feel like putting it on. THE BACK OF MY KNEES ARE BURNT! The sun is death!! Death I say!!!! Kinda went job hunting. Took a HOT bath (I like the way it feels when im all burnt and the water just burns more... it burns soooo good!). Now im ( Read more... )

Tonight was actually pretty eventful, if I do say so myself. Went to see Batman Begins, great movie... lots of action. Enjoyed it muchly. Had Chris's for dinner (chicken wangs that is.. yum...) Afterwards, went to Wal of Marts and got new pj's and a new bikini... very cute, but not so much on me... bleh. Oh well... as long as I dont care what ( Read more... )