haha, yes yes laurie is back. i found all my old blogs, so ive decided to maybe sorta try to keep up with them.

...if it doesnt get too hectic. i mean ill basicaly be saying the same thing in all of them - except there are different "groups" of people responding now.

so so far i have myspace, xanga, livejournal, and hotornot. internet whore?? i ( Read more... )

21 days since i have posted on here. mostly because ive fallen into the deadly grip of myspace. eek.

graduation in 4 months. college in 7. uhm. OH MY GOD. freak out. i should see a shrink before i go. fuck.

i got my industrial pierced - love it. cant wait fr the lip. oooo.

time for sleep..but first somemore myspace. yum

sleeeeep warmly losers.

is this what happens when you finally realize the truth?...id rather be lied to ( Read more... )

it just seems so easy in my head. what i should do, who i should be with, where i should show up in the end. how i could act and how i do act are two completely separate issues. im a bad person. numero uno. whats wrong with me? why do i say the things i do to hurt people, and at the same time hurt myself? wouldnt it be better if i just helped ( Read more... )

its 13 degrees in naperville, il. my house has this sick chill in it that wont stop - but im pretty sure its just my moms attitude. i dont get how its our faults when our parents have a bad day at work. like wtf..get of me dog. i cant seem to do enough right for her to get off my back for 20 seconds - its always something. possibly because im 17 - ( Read more... )

a million words could never bring him back - i know because ive tried...neither would a million tears - i know because ive cried ( Read more... )

so..3 days down, and what do i have to show? a lot of damn frusterationg..first day didnt get sleep for 48 hours prior to boarding our airplane..and if you knwo me you know i HATE flying, makes me seriously sick in the head. but we got here safe and sound, first night was pretty cool tho - i met this kid tim and we hung out on the like, very ( Read more... )

well hey, fuck you and your morals ( Read more... )

let me start off by saying:

im an ass for wearing flip flops in this cold.
michelle got me the coolest smokers gloves.
i feel orange. ew.
i spent a LOT of $$ on xmas.

cruise day after tmr. uhm - EXTATIC. so freaked i cant believe its happpennnning.

xmas should be cool - i gotta lotta nice shit. supurb.

sleeeeep now - SANTA IS COMMING!!

hopefully its fun - cant promise anything, xmas morning should be a treat - mike thinks i should wait til dereck gets to our house at like 6pm on xmas morning to open any of my gifts - just so he isnt opening alone. boo fuckin hoo, i want my xmas morning damnit. i got like 1/9 of the gifts he got, lemme open my damn shit ( Read more... )