I feel very tired and slow moving this morning. I am ready to go home...I ended up having to change rooms this morning because the people above us were just so loud I could not take it. I felt like I was living underneath a crystal meth addict. It was fucking terrible ( Read more... )

Apparently I do not understand the words stay put seriously. Cabin fever is the worst. Mikaela and jeff came and took chas and I to there hotel in garland. They have a fancy hotel room with a Huge jacuzzi tub...I was feeling fine so I really could not resist We got naked and jumped in. We had hardly any water in there so as not to get my bandages ( Read more... )

I am over dallas..o-v-e-r I need to go home now...I am sick of this shit ass hotel..I am sick of not having my linens and I am sick of not being able to have sex with my girlfriend....I just want to go home ( Read more... )

So far today has not been my favorite. Jake had a serious bleeding issue last night so we had to take him in this morning..turned out my problem was far worse I ended up ripping my drain out all the way...not partially but compleltly done...I wanted to cry...We went in and they fixed me up the best they could...I am not draining hardly anything on ( Read more... )

I feel alot better today...A tad lucid but other than that good. I had a minor drain situation today....I got sick yesterday and threw up really hard and ended up almost pulling one of my drains out but they put it back in for me..It sucked but I will live...I have done a whole lot of sleeping and whining...I am sitting in jakes room right now ( Read more... )

So I am going to be extremly short because I feel shitty...I got to dallas...flight went well hotel is fine except my tv is to small. I had my surgery everything went fantastic I am sore as shit...I look ok I think I feel fucking awesome about it...My computer decided to stop working the charger broke but when it broke off the chargin pin came ( Read more... )

Today started off stressful as fuck but by the end of the day it has all turned out just fine. I was overly stressed because my therapist that was supposed to write my letter disappeared and my surgeon had not recieved it yet. She was thankfully located and has contacted Dr. Raphael so we are all good. Green lights for Wensday. I can't fucking ( Read more... )

It has been a hectic few days. I have been stressing out about everything under the sun because that is just my nature.I have about 8 days before I fly to Dallas and the nerves have officially set in. I am excited about this but I just feel overwhelmed most days. I been fighting with everyone it seems and all I really need to do is destress myself ( Read more... )

I just got back from Kansas City having blood work done for my surgery that is now offically 14 days away. I didn't love it...KC was not the joyus time that it was on my last trip...O the tension...I am having some inner turmoil concerning my surgeries and other issues...I feel I really do worry to much...I think to much about things that I can't ( Read more... )

Well today was a great day...I was in a fantastic mood which is so odd...but yes great day for sure...

Lisa started a cat fight with Amanda today over my yahoo messanger today when I was out...I am so sick of both of them...Over it...

I am proud to say that I can officially say I have a girlfriend its about time I suppose it only took me a year and a ( Read more... )