So I am awake at 7 which is usually my normal routine but since I was promoted at work again and will be in training class from 12-9 for the next three weeks.It is not ok...not at all... So again for the next three weeks I will feel as though I have no life at all. I am not looking forward to that but there is a slight pay increase. As soon as ( Read more... )

• Reorder T
• Call Attorney for Traffic Tickets
• Find new endo in town
• Call car dealerships
• Look for a new Martial Arts school

You know how I know I am gay? While half the city is still suffering from the ice storm, Chas and I decided we needed to go shopping. We drove to Branson and went to one of the outlet shopping malls. I have been on the hunt for the perfect pair of jeans for awhile now. Since I started T my body has changed and all of my pants hang on me in akward ( Read more... )

I went to the bookstore yesterday on my day off. It was very relaxing I purchased some new reading material..Reading is one of the few things that relaxes me now a days...I realized I was so uptight because I missed my last shot...So I fucked my schedule up by two shots...that stuff really fucks with you...

On the 10th of Jan. I will have been on T ( Read more... )

1.) Where did you ring in 2006? On the roof of my ex's house...she flaked on me...I knew it was over that night for sure ( Read more... )

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE ( Read more... )

Who calls someone at 7 in the morning? Hmm my mother that is who...That woman is so obnoxious I can not see fucking straight. Why does she feel the need to call me and tell me useless information? HMMM...I hate my family. I hate the holidays...stressful...I dont need anymore stress at all...AT ALL...Grr... God for bid I have other plans they may ( Read more... )

I felt as though I was never going to get out of work today. The clock would just not move fast enough. I am so exhausted right now for no reason in particular. I just want to crawl into bed and sleep forever. The only thing that is keeping me from going to bed is that I have to get up in the morning and go right back to work again. *Sigh* I am ( Read more... )

I really wish that my chest would stop hurting. It has been almost one month since my surgery and I still have pain. I know its the normal healing process but it is getting very aggravating not being able to do normal active things. Lifting,running,riding, I can not do anything. I have this constant dull ache and I ran out of pain killers long ago ( Read more... )

Well today was my last day off for awhile. I hate my job I really do...I don't feel good my body and stuff after surgery and it is starting to catch up with me. The working and the moving and just everything else going on in my life. I am exhausted mentally and physically. Jake is right I do have liquid speed in my veins and I feel dried up today ( Read more... )